2004-05-04

I think I'm going to give up on calling people. Not only calling people but just talking. From now on I will be known as the silent Ala. Everytime I open my mouth some retarded shit comes out. I rarely think before I speak, I guess because thinking is actually making an effort, and I don't feel like making an effort to communicate with words. I guess that body language works just as well. I'm still going to keep my phone and what not, I just won't be saying anything other then Hello, and hi there. So now you can call me and yap your head off and nobody will interupt you, or butt in, or try to give you stupid unwated advice, or get nosy. I should become a hotline, you know the one where you can just call and talk to get shit off your heart, because it always helps to talk to someone, and then you can just hang up and not have to worry about anything, and feel a lot better. Yes, this whole not talking thing is starting to sound better and better. I can save money on my cellphone bill because I won't be calling anyone anymore, and god only knows no one ever calls me. So another thing, if they don't call me why should I call them? Exactly. So yes, no more talking, but I can still type cause that's not talking, just not on any messangers. Or no, from now on messenger will only get single word answers. Yes. Haha, welcome the new Ala. Can you tell that today has been a crazy day?