2004-05-30

Last night was totaly cool. Meet Tim and hung out with him all night, it was totaly chill. He's very nice and very easy to talk to and very sweet. We went to this lounge, and it was so pretty insdie, has a Amaretteo Sour and a sex on the beach. Then we went back to his place and watches Wild Boys, it was totaly cool. Today we walked around Toronto. It was mad cool. Pictures when I come back, you'll get to see some banging cars man. Later I smoked [haha I'll never smoke in the sates but this is Canda man, gotta smoke] and drank, now i'm about to go to sleep. Now it's gotten kind of gay, wish Tim would call me so that we could chill. I'm about to go to sleep I am so tired I am hardly able to type. Listening to Billy Idol. I miss Levi so fucking much, I finally got to talk to him, can't wait to see him tomorrow. O h my oh my. I miss my baby.

2004-05-25

Nothing's new, the title of my journal entry hasn't even changed. Had a cute little picnic at Washington Crossing park with some Happy Wok take out. Rented Elephant, haven't watched it yet tho. Tomorrow is the art show. Friday is the KuDaTa show. Saturday I'm leaving for Canada. Monday night I'll be back. The most exciting thing in the near future is 2 weekends from now [June 4th-5th-6th]. It's the camping trip weekend. I am so excited. I will be wasted off my ass, and get to sleep with my babe. Still worried about hygiene issues tho, I'm putting my tent somewhere in the shade so that I'm not sweatin my balls off, and so that he isn't neither. Cause that's what's up. The weekend after that is girls night at Kim's new place.

2004-05-20

Ala is the happiest little girl alive Ala is no longer single Ala is exstatic Ala and Levi are officially together now Ala is in heaven Ala has a boyfriend and his name is Levi Ala feels like she's walking on clouds There are hearts everywehre <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 see?

2004-05-12

Skipped school today, again. This is becoming a bad habit. Last friday was great because me and Yanni went to the beach today was great too even tho I stayed at home. I got to spend the day with Levi which is always great. Oh yeah, did anyone else besides me ever wonder if a pretty dark black guy can get a hickey? Well they can. It turns a almost black purple, and isn't as visible as a white mans hickey but you can definately see it. Haha, he answered the ugly question too, he said he's till be my friend but he sure as hell wouldn't fuck me. I love my friends, we're all so fucking shallow. So anyways, I'm defnately not going to be a druggy, no way in hell I'd let myself become ugly, and sure as all hell I am not turning into a lesbo, especially not after today. Now I wish I could just take a nice little nap I feel so nice. But no can do, I'm at work, and I'm actually doing something, so I've gotta go.

2004-05-11

When I'm bored I come up with dumb ass shit, so allright here it goes If I turned completely fucking dike and butch would you still be my friend or would you drop me cause either a. you'd be scared that i'd try to get with you b. you'd no longer have any chance of getting in my pants or c. you're a fucking homo-phobe? Also If I was butt fucking ugly like uglypeople.com ugly would you still be my friend? I know that most of my friends would drop me on the spot cause we're all fucking shallow people and hate on all them ugly motherfuckers. the only things we need, cocaine and vasoline and oh yeah that too What if I became a total fucking junkie? Would you stick around and try to get me to stop, or would you say "fuck that bitch, she's a fucking waste of air, damn fucking coke addicts, fucking druggies, stupid ass bitches." Sorry I have more energy right now then I do after doing 10 fucking lines, and trust me that's a lot of fucking energy All my girlfriends responded that duke and coke yes. Ugly no

2004-05-07

today has so far been the best day in a long long long time. Woke up at like 3:30 am and couldn't go back to sleep. Was depressed out of my mind. Yanni skipped school with me [again]. I got a random urge to go to the beach and so we went to Belmar. Had a great time. The water was freezing, we got soaking wet, and dirty in the sand. We rode home in our bras and underwear, it was fun. 1 bad thing, I fall onto concrete and busted my ass, it's like bruised, scratched, and swollen, and hurts like a bitch, but it was funny, I am such a major cluts. Went to the mall got me a new phone cause my old one got wet at the beach. I also switched to t-mobil. It can take up to 2 days for the phone to be activated tho because I transfered my number, [I like my number] but at least now I will be able to call internationally and will have a lot more minutes and texts. Came home and guess who called me.... LEVI FUCKING CALLED ME. I am the happiest person alive right now. I was so happy I almost cried. Everything is fine, everything is perfect. We're still same as we were, he just needed some time to do some things. I'm gonna get to see him at the show tonight. Rock. Now I just have to wait for Mac to come online and we can be on our way. Whoop whoop where they at!!!

2004-05-06

I'm about to leave work and go pick up Jessica Still no word from Levi, this is really starting to piss me off [I wish I saved the convo between mac and I so that I could post it] Hanging out with Mac tomorrow, probably gonna stop by Trinity I just bought some really cute stockings from www.trashy.com thigh highs may I add