2004-05-30

Last night was totaly cool. Meet Tim and hung out with him all night, it was totaly chill. He's very nice and very easy to talk to and very sweet. We went to this lounge, and it was so pretty insdie, has a Amaretteo Sour and a sex on the beach. Then we went back to his place and watches Wild Boys, it was totaly cool. Today we walked around Toronto. It was mad cool. Pictures when I come back, you'll get to see some banging cars man. Later I smoked [haha I'll never smoke in the sates but this is Canda man, gotta smoke] and drank, now i'm about to go to sleep. Now it's gotten kind of gay, wish Tim would call me so that we could chill. I'm about to go to sleep I am so tired I am hardly able to type. Listening to Billy Idol. I miss Levi so fucking much, I finally got to talk to him, can't wait to see him tomorrow. O h my oh my. I miss my baby.

2004-05-25

Nothing's new, the title of my journal entry hasn't even changed. Had a cute little picnic at Washington Crossing park with some Happy Wok take out. Rented Elephant, haven't watched it yet tho. Tomorrow is the art show. Friday is the KuDaTa show. Saturday I'm leaving for Canada. Monday night I'll be back. The most exciting thing in the near future is 2 weekends from now [June 4th-5th-6th]. It's the camping trip weekend. I am so excited. I will be wasted off my ass, and get to sleep with my babe. Still worried about hygiene issues tho, I'm putting my tent somewhere in the shade so that I'm not sweatin my balls off, and so that he isn't neither. Cause that's what's up. The weekend after that is girls night at Kim's new place.

2004-05-20

Ala is the happiest little girl alive Ala is no longer single Ala is exstatic Ala and Levi are officially together now Ala is in heaven Ala has a boyfriend and his name is Levi Ala feels like she's walking on clouds There are hearts everywehre <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 see?

2004-05-12

Skipped school today, again. This is becoming a bad habit. Last friday was great because me and Yanni went to the beach today was great too even tho I stayed at home. I got to spend the day with Levi which is always great. Oh yeah, did anyone else besides me ever wonder if a pretty dark black guy can get a hickey? Well they can. It turns a almost black purple, and isn't as visible as a white mans hickey but you can definately see it. Haha, he answered the ugly question too, he said he's till be my friend but he sure as hell wouldn't fuck me. I love my friends, we're all so fucking shallow. So anyways, I'm defnately not going to be a druggy, no way in hell I'd let myself become ugly, and sure as all hell I am not turning into a lesbo, especially not after today. Now I wish I could just take a nice little nap I feel so nice. But no can do, I'm at work, and I'm actually doing something, so I've gotta go.

2004-05-11

When I'm bored I come up with dumb ass shit, so allright here it goes If I turned completely fucking dike and butch would you still be my friend or would you drop me cause either a. you'd be scared that i'd try to get with you b. you'd no longer have any chance of getting in my pants or c. you're a fucking homo-phobe? Also If I was butt fucking ugly like uglypeople.com ugly would you still be my friend? I know that most of my friends would drop me on the spot cause we're all fucking shallow people and hate on all them ugly motherfuckers. the only things we need, cocaine and vasoline and oh yeah that too What if I became a total fucking junkie? Would you stick around and try to get me to stop, or would you say "fuck that bitch, she's a fucking waste of air, damn fucking coke addicts, fucking druggies, stupid ass bitches." Sorry I have more energy right now then I do after doing 10 fucking lines, and trust me that's a lot of fucking energy All my girlfriends responded that duke and coke yes. Ugly no

2004-05-07

today has so far been the best day in a long long long time. Woke up at like 3:30 am and couldn't go back to sleep. Was depressed out of my mind. Yanni skipped school with me [again]. I got a random urge to go to the beach and so we went to Belmar. Had a great time. The water was freezing, we got soaking wet, and dirty in the sand. We rode home in our bras and underwear, it was fun. 1 bad thing, I fall onto concrete and busted my ass, it's like bruised, scratched, and swollen, and hurts like a bitch, but it was funny, I am such a major cluts. Went to the mall got me a new phone cause my old one got wet at the beach. I also switched to t-mobil. It can take up to 2 days for the phone to be activated tho because I transfered my number, [I like my number] but at least now I will be able to call internationally and will have a lot more minutes and texts. Came home and guess who called me.... LEVI FUCKING CALLED ME. I am the happiest person alive right now. I was so happy I almost cried. Everything is fine, everything is perfect. We're still same as we were, he just needed some time to do some things. I'm gonna get to see him at the show tonight. Rock. Now I just have to wait for Mac to come online and we can be on our way. Whoop whoop where they at!!!

2004-05-06

I'm about to leave work and go pick up Jessica Still no word from Levi, this is really starting to piss me off [I wish I saved the convo between mac and I so that I could post it] Hanging out with Mac tomorrow, probably gonna stop by Trinity I just bought some really cute stockings from www.trashy.com thigh highs may I add

2004-05-05

I had a shitty dream last night, which gave me the scare of a life time, and so I ended up spending almost $14, but now everything is ok. I feel sooooo much better man. Thanks to Yanni and Jess for their support. (I dreamt I was pre go) You people need to most definately start updating more or start e-mailing me. I dunno, do something entertaining, work is so fucking boring. My life's entertainment has died. Me very sad

I'm about to leave work. But I need something to do cause I am so not going home yet. There is nothing to do. My friends are not picking up their phones, can't call Levi, I'm thinking of going to the diner but there is always the chance that he might be there, and that wouldn't be cool, well it would, but not really. Fuck it. I don't know what to do with myself. Someone call me and rescue me!!!

2004-05-04

I think I'm going to give up on calling people. Not only calling people but just talking. From now on I will be known as the silent Ala. Everytime I open my mouth some retarded shit comes out. I rarely think before I speak, I guess because thinking is actually making an effort, and I don't feel like making an effort to communicate with words. I guess that body language works just as well. I'm still going to keep my phone and what not, I just won't be saying anything other then Hello, and hi there. So now you can call me and yap your head off and nobody will interupt you, or butt in, or try to give you stupid unwated advice, or get nosy. I should become a hotline, you know the one where you can just call and talk to get shit off your heart, because it always helps to talk to someone, and then you can just hang up and not have to worry about anything, and feel a lot better. Yes, this whole not talking thing is starting to sound better and better. I can save money on my cellphone bill because I won't be calling anyone anymore, and god only knows no one ever calls me. So another thing, if they don't call me why should I call them? Exactly. So yes, no more talking, but I can still type cause that's not talking, just not on any messangers. Or no, from now on messenger will only get single word answers. Yes. Haha, welcome the new Ala. Can you tell that today has been a crazy day?

2004-05-03

I am bored out of my freaking mind at work. This is torture. New Penn hired someone else again when I was promised the next opening spot at the company 2 years ago, and in those 2 years he has hired 3 other people. I am filing a complaint about him to the main company boss. He will suffer! Worldwide Shipmanagement S.A. can kiss my flat, white booty, I'm not putting the info into the matrix On another note, expect pictures of me when I get home, I need to do something with myself, and you need to see my new hair cut/color

2004-05-02

The Lounge idea didn't work out, they ended up checking IDs and my 18 year old booty wasn't allowed in. So we ended up sitting at a cafe in Montclair drinking some of the best milkshakes EVER Today we saw Laws of Attraction, it made me want to kiss and cuddle ;) Now I'm about to get on my way home so that I can hang out with some friends